i love how someone can tell you they love you and 12 hours later leave you for a girl they just met. how easy it is to say i love you and mean absolutely nothing behind it... and care so little for you that they leave you homeless with nothing
i dont know how things are going... at times they're alright.. but most it seems like im just here.. with no purpose.. i want to hear an i love you that doesnt sound obligated... i want to walk by and have him touch my arm, do something to show alittle affection.. just cant tell if im loved or not..
lets see what have i been up to .. hmmm absolutely nothing i still need to find a job ... my family has pretty much fallen apart ... and yet im still somewhat happy guess i cant help it because i know i still have my boyfriend and no matter what happens i cant help but be happy when i think about him which is a constant thought. and theres the late night calls before bed to tell me he loves me (and grrr) its just a perfect relationship