i dont know how things are going... at times they're alright.. but most it seems like im just here.. with no purpose.. i want to hear an i love you that doesnt sound obligated... i want to walk by and have him touch my arm, do something to show alittle affection.. just cant tell if im loved or not..

insanity

woo hoo longest stable relationship my six month anniversary is today and i love him more and more everyday .he's just so perfect

lets see what have i been up to .. hmmm absolutely nothing i still need to find a job ... my family has pretty much fallen apart ... and yet im still somewhat happy guess i cant help it because i know i still have my boyfriend and no matter what happens i cant help but be happy when i think about him which is a constant thought. and theres the late night calls before bed to tell me he loves me (and grrr) its just a perfect relationship

it hit me again how much i love him. seems when you think things are getting bad is when u realize exactly what everyone means to you. i felt like he was on the boat and i was slipping farther into the sea... yet all he had to do was say i love you and he saved me from drowning..odd how much one person can mean to you. i never want to lose him. ever.


even though he says you cant...
you can totaly get stuck on escalators.